To be or not to be,that is the question.

花了一个月半的时间才把《白色巨塔》看完，对它的评价不是很好,有点闷和剧情有点拖拖拉拉。不过看完整部戏也有些抒发的感想，让我感受到一些道理。
或许平时我们觉得重要的东西，那些拚了命想得到的东西，到了最后都变的不重要了。竞争的心态让它变的毫无意义了，我们只意味着追求，却忘了当挣取它的同时错过的事物。所以啊珍惜现在真的很重要。人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。人该往远处想，希望大家在往远处想的当儿，想想自己有没有忽略或错过了些什么。很多东西错过了都不能重来，一时的错误将是永远的遗憾。生命太过短暂，今天放弃了明天不一定能得到。我的心里已有个遗憾了，我希望这个遗憾总有一天会有它的代替品。如果可以我希望这个遗憾还可以挽救，因为现在我不知道该如何克服它。有点心有余而力不足。我会追求我想得到的东西，但我不会强求。当一个人真正觉悟的一刻，他放弃追寻外在世界的财富，而开始追寻他内心世界的真正财富。
每个人的志向都不同，所以要每个人能体谅你或许很难。这就无形中造成了摩擦，人与人之间的相处真的蛮难的。有付出不一定有所收获。我们期望着越多，失望就会更多。人只要不失去方向，就不会失去自己。我忠于我自己，我不想扮演别人。以前会去在意别人怎么看我，现在我只在意我要怎样去过我的生活。
Shakespeare’s saying :“To be or not to be, that is the question.”

self-made "mian fen guo" dumpling

hehee...tis is my 1st time learn to do dumpling.wow!!it looks quite nice n ok hor!really expect tat i can success but.......=.=the taste seem more like "mian fen guo".ahahaa...tat means i failed le...quite sad for it....anyway still can eat la,next time i will try again d....


tis is fried "dumpling".ah yong called it "mian jiang ge"!!hahaa...so bad!!!!i admit tat these r really nt fried "dumpling",i oso dunno wan call wat indeed.....


tis is wat called "mian fen guo" dumpling.ahaha...really is "mian fen guo" tat juz wrapped meat inside...oso nt bad ma,new idea!!!

P/S: the 2 types of "dumpling" really nt so nice.i quite disaippointed for it but at least i got tried ma.i blieve 1 day i can b able do the real dumplling d.thanks for mushroom,pearly,xiao li and ah yong support me although there r nt so nice...

Je t' aime=i love you

BONJOUR^^due to the MALAYSIAN STUDY i can't get it in this sem den i took the co-cu more earlier. it is supposing to take in 2nd sem in gamma year d but i took now. i choose french for my co-cu. i quite enjoy learning it but the pronounciations are really hard. my pronounciations for english ady quite bad le.wuwuwu....alwis laugh by my frens.is it due to my short tongue??i dunno!!mayb i m really weak in pronounciation ba. i will try my best to learn french.hahaa...if 1 day i can go to french den i can communicate v them le.
P/S: the lecturer is quite handsome d ,hehee...
erm...today i juz learn how to say I LOVE YOU.in french, it is called JE T' AIME(ju te ma).:):)

treatment for viral wart

these are the medicine i need 2 apply.cost RM 222.(my heart quite ache d)tat is the surgical blade needs 2 peel off the rough skin.hahaa..everytime hears ur computer needs ANTI-VIRUS,now my hand oso needs ANTI-VIRUS.the packets 1 are ANTI -VIRUS.


after cutting the rough skins,waiting for spraying the liquid nitrogen.so many hor....the doctor said juz a bit pain is a lie.

Yesterday I went pantai hospital cure it. The liquid nitrogen treatment quite painful n my finger tips bleed quite a lot when the nurse cut it. The 1st step is cutting the rough skin. Then the doctor sprayed the liquid nitrogen onto my finger tips. After 2 weeks need 2 go again. It is an interval treatment, need 2 do until it recovers. Quite expensive! RM 222 I paid for it. Tis is the 1st time, still gt a few treatments. Seem will spend a lot for it. Hahaa...i really wan treasure my hands le…let me spend so much for …now everyday still need cut the rough skin n apply the lotion n medical myself…haiz…..wish me can recover soon…..^^

voice of promise

the winners

pearly & me after playing badminton


mushroom & me after playing badminton

Hahaa….long time nt exercise le.so mushroom, pearly, anson, zhi cheng n me go 2 play badminton together. Mushroom n me form a team called “少年组”。On the other hand, anson n zhi cheng form a team called “缩将组”.hahaa…u all think who win ler?? the winner is mushroom n me!! mushroom n me win 3 ice-cream each ler+.+ zhi cheng said lose le never mind but the pattern must have…when he plays many pattern la..ahahaa…1st time mushroom n me won guys coz b4 we played v other guys, we never win!! Proud 4 tat but sad 4 zhi cheng n anson.wuahahaa…mayb they too old le then we are still energetic ba…joking la…

after playing badminton, we also went 2 eat dinner. zhi cheng recommended us tis porridge claypot steamboat. 1st time eat steamboat tat its soup is porridge....quite nice n special...the shop name is “大家乐”.

"VIRAL WART"

I had been facing tis problem for quite a long time. I think gt 1 year le. Very hate it, make me feel very trouble for it. Very UGLY!!! Warts in Chinese is 鸡眼。 Warts are skin growths, caused by a viral infection of the cells present in the outermost layer of the skin. Warts are common n harmless. They can occur on any part of the body n hav a rough surface on which tiny, black dots can be seen. Warts may bleed if injured and are potentially contagious. Warts may spread from 1 part of the body to another, or to other ppl.
B4 many ppl told me tat u cut it deeply to destroy its root. It will make u bleeding a lot coz I tried few times b4 but still nt recover for it. It is quite painful, really!! After tried a few times I oso stopped 2 cut it. My sis oso gt tis problem. Now she received liquid nitrogen treatment in Singapore. She called me quick go 2 do. I can’t go Singapore do coz tis is a repeat treatments at one-three weeks intervals are necessary until the warts clears. If 1 time can la but so many time how can I hav time 2 do it??from mlc 2 singapore need about 4 hours. I went to polyclinic den the doctor juz give me ointment oni. I told him tat use tis ointment oso nt use d coz I tried b4 bt he still insist said tat will recover d. haiz….he said tat tis nt dangerous as cancer la, dun worry!!i oso noe la. Gt extra rough surface on ur skin u wan?? Hate it la…..i applied tis ointment for 2 weeks le oso nt use.(the doc said juz need 1 week will recover) liar!! Tis can prove tat he is nt so professional!!sigh!!! anyone gt solution 2 cure it??? I WAN…….

^celebration^

Tis is my 1st posting for tis blog. Quite excited creating tis blog d coz can let me leave footprints here n treat as a memory for my future life. Erm….y we organize tis steamboat feast ne?? we wan celebrate bwinter’s birthday n moon cake festival as well since when moon cake festival (6t oct) we all gt exam. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BWINTER…..HAPPY 19TH (29th sep 1987) n HAPPY ALWIS ya!!all da best for ur future undertakings.
Actually we nt really gt celebrated moon cake festival d coz nt gt lantern n candles. We r lacked of time 2 buy it coz we went state library at 9am (mmu library more nicer as I think) den study until 3pm. After tat we juz went tesco bought the ingredients for our steamboat. I expected 1 hour can finish buying the ingredients but who noe it was out of expectant, we spent 2 hours more in buying those things. Hahaa….actually is we “kepok” la, talking more than concentrating in buying!! Gals ma...lacking of lanterns n candles really make the atmosphere nt gt the feeling of moon cake festival le…Our steamboat gt tom yam n normal soup 1!! Quite nice d!!my inti fren-WAN WAN oso gt joined us…her new nickname ROCKZ!! hahaa...tis nickname is me recommend 1 but I can’t say y wan called her tat name coz I said le sure gonna beaten by her!! Actually bwinter dunno we gt celebrate her birthday, I juz said v her tat we wan celebrate moon cake festival so called her join 2gether…after she noe, she gandong-ing somemore…eating at home really feel warm than outside…juz like Alvin said ba!! No matter wat, home is the the most warmest!!^^
Very happy today….enjoy v u all….tis is some of the description on my frens:

BWINTER- the 寿星!! She is a ppl tat quiet when meet v stranger but if u noe her, u will noe tat she is a “hiao po”! Mushroom alwis said tat she eats like man den make her paiseh!! She is a ppl tat very easily feel paiseh…

Mushroom- wow!! Tis ppl really is a “cool joker”!! alwis can come out so many cool jokes tat let us =.=I alwis said tat she can go 2 represent AH YA in “我猜我猜我猜猜“。Everybody listens…..in the alphabet A-Z, which alphabet is the most cool?? Answer is C! y? coz “西装裤”(C= 西 acts=装 cool=裤) actually still gt 1 answer. Answer is G coz G 翘脚！！ahaha….
Another question, wat fish most like 2 die?? Answer is 鳕鱼 coz鳕鱼 “香丝”（鳕鱼”想死“）ahaha…everybody gt it?? Cool enuff?? ^^

Ah yong- tis ppl alwis calL himself as WANG LEE YONG, CHOU JIE YONG, COLDYONG n ROONEYONG….bui tahan!! Mushroom n me think tat he is more like ZHENG GUO CHENG!!ahahaa….Luckily gt him den the extra food can finish n will nt wasting since many ppl in tis world wish 2 eat but can’t afford 2 eat! His behavior like tis I think quite good! Hahaa…he is a 大胃王，he really can eat a lot… he is oso alwis mumbling n shock sendiri!!!ahahaa….he is really a funny n humorous guy indeed.

Alvin- the BEST ORGANIZER!! B4 tat I told him Alvin can we change 2 celebrate at outside coz we lazy 2 clean up after it?? he said:”mao mao, dun worry la!! I will help u clean up after it n he said tat celebrates at home more warm!” den I said ok lol!! Thanks of Alvin fulfilling his promise although he said tat paiseh let everyone c him mopping the floor. THANK YOU……

Sii keong- the most xin ji zhong ppl!! She was the one pushing bwinter’s face onto the cake although I oso the 1 who wish 2 do, she took the action more quicker than me tat make me unsuccessful of my intention coz bwinter’s face ady gt many cream le!! I m nt so cruel 1!! bwinter u must rmb is her ya, nt me!! Hahaa..revenge her in next year!!mayb I will cooperate v u too…after all ppl left, I heard gt 2 ppl voice in the kitchen. Wow!! I c still gt so many ice creams. No wonder WAN WAN n her keep staring at the ice creams. I oso wan JOIN them!! Can’t blame us coz juz now the ice creams were melting so nt nice 2 eat. Now we juz too kind tat make it freezes again in our fridge!! Yeah~~~~ ^^